stubborn_stain

stubborn_stain @ 2008-04-28T14:53:00

2008-04-28T08:13:29Z

Not in school today because of the stupid rashes.I think me and Aisha having the same thing.Should be from Sun Plaza park when we were practising dikir.I so dont wanna go there again.should be that stupid ulat bulu that was stuck on my pants.It must have secreted some itchy juices on me.URGH!

Aniway saturday was love spending time with the family.i miss them muchs.The food was great and the company was even better.I swear my lil cousins are all so blardy cute.Non of them wanted to cheat when we tried to help.Playing Charade was hilarious.My team got last because my father being the busybody he is have to shout all the answer for my grp.His reasons for doing so is that we were too stupid and slow.WDH!Then it was karokaing contest.Yes we karoekae at the beach.My family crazy like that.The makciks including my mum jus have to do something merepek.so they become the back up dancers.Then the last event was lucky draw before we headed home :)too bad didnt bring my cam.

The couple with the best voice

The cousins

Due to the lack of updates ,this post gonna be kinda long.So had my first dikir performance during the Tpjc Pidato.Hell Fun.Cant wait for Manifestasi.I bet the feeling gonna be better than this.cause its like a bigger event.The training for manifes is going to be thrice a wk.i love dikir but when it comes to the saturday practices i gt a bit malas on that part.Oh talking bout manifes i'm going to be makcik for a very small part of the play.Gonna be fun playing the role with Naq.Aniway luckily didnt terlepas for tepuk sepuluh and didnt forget any of my steps during the performance.Though Ira said that I need to smile more when performing.thanks Ira for coming down babe.Oh yar congrats for getting the fourth place for pidato.

Berdiri Sehati Sejiwa

Newspaper collection for all jc1 turns out to be fun.Camwhoring when bored.Looking for a missing cat.Running up and down the stairs.Getting bark by dogs.Running away from cats.knocking on people doors.Reading magazines that people recycle.Finding odd stuffs in the bags of clothes we collected like undergarments.Went to playground.puttingThrowing papers in the karang guni truck.End the day with lunch at KFC.

Songfest was allrite.went down to support Visa.He's good.But Malak was wayy better.she beat the rest hands down.Group category have so much drama.childish is what I've got to say.throwing of bottles.But at least there was some decenct attempt to say sorry. And leaving jus cause you dont like the winner.Give them some respect at least.They did practice hard too.Though I also dont agree with the winner.Dinner at Al-solehin was fun.Esp when its free.thanks ar Naq!Naq have been treating me like a OKB.Seoul garden and Hae sushi was great.Love you!

HEARTS KORANGS

TKGIANS

VISA

PAE 08A04

LOVE YOU

SEMEMEKS:)

Now From school to work.yes im still working.crazy I know.but oh wells.It actually make me forget about school and relief stress in a way.And I love the people there.So I think im going to quit once I really hate going to work.I work once a wk.so its okay.not really disturbing my school work.And who want to give me money every mth if I dont work sey.So we had a Sg outing to Lau par sat.And another one to SG for Putra bdae bash.Kecoh nak mampos.putra was abuse like shits.I swear theyre mad ppl.Got a lot more pics.Many I'll update nxt time when I gt more time.

the CUTE sisters

No idea what they doing and saying.Buts its funny.

CRAZY DISHWASHER

PART OF US

AND THATS MY BOY

for the way you make me smile ,
the way you cause those butterflies in my stomach,
and the way you always have the right words to say,

i just need you to stay.

stubborn_stain @ 2008-03-29T21:46:00

2008-03-28T13:46:12Z

Its only been two weeks since the starting of second term and Im already feeling the blardy stress.I know Im not alone in this. It actually make me feel a whole lot better to know that all my jc mates out there are feeling it too.Breaking down and crying myself to sleep cause I just cant understand whats going on in lectures.Breaking down because it feels like i dont have enough time for the coming A'level.Breaking down because I dont even know how to start my tutorial.Breaking down because i dont know whats going on in my life.

But one thing that have been helping me alot have been my family,friends,him and god.I dunno what will happen to me if they're not around.I know that they dont know how much they meant to me.They dont have to say a thing.Just knowing that they're always gonna be there for me is already enough to make me feel better.Knowing that I have someone to turn to is enough.

I just hope that my body mind and soul will get use to hectic life going on now. I need to get back on track.

NURLIYANA YOU ARE STRONG HOKAY!!!!!

stubborn_stain @ 2008-01-24T02:11:00

2008-01-23T18:26:15Z

TKGS GIRLS
we outnumbered every other school there.I bet everyone find us intimidating.esp when we walk as a grp.

Zah GILER!!!!

Nadia super lame water bottle "I am a slacker"

My CG ppl

This girl swears like no one business

An ex TKGIAN is in my CG.

My Favourite girl.Miss her muchs lar.

Dikir JC1 Girls.Without Farahain and Marliana.

Tampines Junior college is not that bad a school afterall.In fact I like the place.
Its like I feel belong there and I can fit in there well.
Though the orientation was sucky shit.I hope the second intake one will be way way better.
Cause Im staying there for JAE.First choice TPJC Arts.

Fyi I got 13-4=9 for L1R5.Was deciding between MJC and TPJC.But I chose TPJC.

The teachers are good and nice and friendly and interesting.For now at least.
The canteen food I like and the cafe too.Except for the western store.
TKGS one is like thousands times better.

I also like dikir barat.Fun.How can shouting and clapping nt be fun rite.
The seniors there not so bad.They're kinda friendly.

So yeah I like the place.
I hope I'll love the place soon.
I'll be there for 2 yrs!!!

stubborn_stain @ 2008-01-12T22:10:00

2008-01-12T14:23:41Z

Summer romances begin for all kinds of reasons
But when all is said and done, they have one thing in common.
They're shooting stars, a spectacular moment of light in the heavens
Fleeting glimpse of eternity. And In a flash, they're gone.

Waiting is painful. Forgetting is painful. But not knowing which to do is the worst.

Nothing's forever.Forever's a lie.All we have is what's Between hello & goodbye.

Dont be sad cause it ended but be happy for it happened.

I've learned, the hard way, that some poems don't rhyme,
and some stories don't have a clear beginning, middle, and end.
Life is about not knowing, having to change,
taking the moment and making the best of it, without knowing what's going to happen next.
Delicious Ambiguity.

stubborn_stain @ 2008-01-01T14:12:00

2008-01-01T06:15:19Z

HAPPY NEW YEAR!
2007 HAVE BEEN A BLAST
LETS HOPE 2008 WILL BE BETTER

I wrote a long new yr post but i thnk i should keep it to myself :D

stubborn_stain @ 2007-12-29T01:55:00

2007-12-28T18:40:24Z

Was suppose to be another belos outing
But Ira couldnt stay long :(
Had lunch at Seoul garden
It seems as if me and naq love that place soo much
Even on our off day we went there to eat.
But yesh I do like that place
Work turns out to be pretty fun
Went to botanic garden for the fun of it
And of course we cam-whored

She looks like a tourist rite?

Sexy Zah

Ignore the constipated face

Step Hindustan lar konon
Btw there was a shooting for vasantham central i tink that day
They look ridiculous

The stupid stuffs i did with Naq

Well now lets side track a bit hokay

“Whenever you're around, everything is just so perfect. Your sense of humor always brings a smile to my face, or maybe it's just you. Everything you say or do is so meaningful to me and I replay it back in my head over and over again. I’ve been mesmerized by your voice and that breath-taking smile that makes me feel on top of the world and that everything is ok. I picture you in my head before i go to bed, and all my wishes come true. Every little song I hear makes me want to tell you and I’m just wondering...do I do this to you?”

stubborn_stain @ 2007-12-19T02:17:00

2007-12-18T18:35:41Z

Family = LOVE
Have I told you how much I adore them.
Its like no matter how bad my day can get I know that I can always count on them to make it all better.
Even when I wanted to be angry with them because they can such a pain in the ass at times
I can never ever be angry for too long.
They have a way to make me smile and laught at their silly stupid jokes and teasings.
I really can say that god greatest gift to me is my family.
and I thank him everyday for keeping us together even when the time is hard.

After soo long we finally had our night trip to malaysia for setulang.
I really missed those times.
I swear the food never dissapoints my stomach.Makan sampai perut kembung dan boncet lar.

brothers
that lil bro of mine is being such a sweetheart sending me to work on his bike everyday :)

Parents
Though I dont understand them at times
At the end of the day I know they do what is best for me and my siblings
sayang them banyak-banyak

Love is like an earthquake-unpredictable, a little scary,
but when the hard part is over
you realize how lucky you truly are.

stubborn_stain @ 2007-12-08T00:52:00

2007-12-07T18:14:25Z

I am officially an employee of Seoul Garden
yes everyone warn me that the job is going to be tough and tirng.
But at least I am not stuck at a place doing paper work.At least I get to meet different types of people
Aniway which job is not tiring tell me.Even sittng down at one place can make one tired right
I think I can get used to the job.Well I hope so.
The people there are also nice and friendly.Except for a few.
Like the dishwasher lady.Hate her.Mood swing giler babi!Memang babi.
I've never known anyone who can change their mood in a sec lar sey.
But at least theres eye candies that will make me smile like no one business.
And forget about the babis-babis.

So had my last day of enjoying myself before work starts at Zah house

Went swimming with the belos.
The smell of cholrine.The sun tan line on my body.The freezing cold feeling when entering the pool.
It was fun esp with Zah waterproof camera.Loves.
Im being lazy.So I just let the pictures do the talking.

HOKAY
PEACE OUT

sorry babes for the sememek bin bacin pics of you guys
if you mind ill make this private

stubborn_stain @ 2007-11-30T22:01:00

2007-11-30T15:10:21Z

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUSFIRAH
So the belos had a birthdae outing and off we went to SENTOSA
Yesh! I finally stepped foot again on the beautiful island.Its been TOOO long I say.
The last time I went ,there was still fantasy world or island. have even forgotten the name.That just show how long its have been.The place is to me the best swimming pool I ever went to.Maybe because I never went to sunway lagoon before.Yes I know.Im a deprived child.

I was just so captivated by the beautiful island.
The white sand and the blue sea.Okay maybe not so white and not so blue afterall.
But I was really in awed.I was like a jakun tourist. We were.But who give a damn.It was just loves.

Entering the island we were greeted by a I have to say nice looking guy .
I make a fool of myself in front of him.As usual.But it wasnt my fault.The tap2 thing was.
The workers there were really nice.
Greeted us even though we were locals.I felt really welcome.
Maybe we were soo jakun they thought we weren't.
Maybe they thought we were some indonesian rich girls coming to singapore on a holiday.
Which I have to say we've been mistaken to be on a few occasion on other outings.

The small but oh so fulling picnic was just nice.Tuna sandwich,nuggets,chocalate chips and a bottle of root beer.
Oh dont forget the cheese cake.
I swear we were like kindergarten kids.Not our fault.We were at the baech.How adult-ish can we get there.
We scream evertime the wave come.We built sandcastle.We played with skipping ropes.
oh do you remember the teddy bear game?
Teddy bear Teddy bear
turn around
Teddy bear Teddy bear
Touch the ground
Can anyone pls tell me the subsequent lines.

Aniway what make us tottaly like kidergaten kids is that we have the same attention span of exactly like them.
Short.VERY SHORT.
We get bored easily and hence explain the halfway done sandcastle.
We were excited about things only for a few seconds then turn our attention to something else.
I guesse that explain why I hate studying.I dont know if I can account for them too.
But I think they hate it too.Who loves studying anyway.
Wait i should say that it explain why I suck at studying instead.Thats more logical.

I hope you like your present and you had fun Musfirah :)

Here are the pictures but they were taken by Zah camera phone.So quality not very good.
So heres the one thats okay.But still blurry.

I like flaws and feel more comfortable around people who have them. I myself am made entirely of flaws, stitched together with good intentions

stubborn_stain @ 2007-11-27T01:28:00

2007-11-26T18:31:50Z

Was looking for jobs today with Naq.Though it wasnt our intention to look for jobs today.
But since we have all the time in the world aniway.
But gosh me and Naq looking for jobs .Big mistake.Both of us = super cowards.We dont even dare to come up to the counter to ask if we can apply.Damn if I have a choice I never want to work but my cash flow on the other hand disagree with what I want.Didnt know looking a job will be this hard.Esp so for ppl like me who doesnt even dare to order food at a freaking fast food resturant.

Been going out or just slack with Naq alot during this holiday.That day we went to Pasir Ris park to cycle.Its been a LONG time since we last cycle.Fortunately I still know how to cycle.But i suck hokay.Only an hour of cycling and my butt hurts after that.What a loser.We also had our pathetic picnic where we attempt to cook by ourselves.As usual i suck at it too.Seriously I need to find out what my freaking talent is.It seems like I cant do anything right.

oh I followed my lil bro to 7/11 at midnight. We went on his bike.gosh I havent done that for a while now.Going to 7/11 in the middle of the night just to buy junk food and make myself even fatter.Have I told you I am such a pig.Going down that freaking slope was damn shiok.I like.

I also had two sleepovers.One at Qsha house and one at my aunt house.Was sleeping over at my aunt place because i wanted to help out at her daughter school for this Kids read event like an excursion for the kids the next day.I had a kenduri sunat the day before.My lil cous Aiman circumtances.(how the hell u spell that).Seriously i think I work best with kids.The kids were freaking cute and dont forget NAUGHTY.They range frm nursery to K2.By the end of the excursion I fell in love with all of them.Esp this cute boy name A'mal.So hot and cute.If only he's like 16.We seriously had a connection.OMG liyana.Hes a freaking K2 kid.Hahas.

Aniway this conversation was funny
Me:whats ur name?
Kid 1:Siti Nur Aishah
Me: So what do I call u?
Kid 1:Siti Nurhaliza*giggles*
Kid 2:No.Her name is Siti Mohaliza
Me:why 'MO'
Kid2 :because shes geMUK(fat)

Another convo with them
Me:Siti seat here
Kid 2:Cannot.The space is soo small.Shes fat cannot fit.

They were so naughty and cheeky.
But I had fun because of their naughtiness and cheekiness.
Lunch was the best.They were super hyper.I cant even eat my lunch.
And toilet time.I can faint sey.
The best part was that I felt popular for a day.
Everyone wanted to hold my hand.Hahs

Btw I miss this few ppl ALOT.
Like my primary school peeps.My cuz Wani.Seveners and Fourers too.
When can we have a gathering sey?

I find this quote hilarious.

Procrastination is like masturbation. It seems like a good idea at the time, but in the end you’re really only fucking yourself.

stubborn_stain @ 2007-11-22T20:47:00

2007-11-22T14:13:53Z

Prom was fantastic fabulous and great fun
Worth every penny of my 50 bucks.
The food was good.The company was great.
And the best thing sbout prom is the dance floor.
TKGIANS sure know how to shake the floor.hahs.

Getting ready fpr prom was so the leceh.But it was fun at the same time.
Getting ready with the BELOS just made it better.
All the stupid moments like Zah trying to put on her contacts for the first time.Naq had a lot of issues that day.
The nails and her issue with my iron.
And dont forget my kecohrable mum.

I have to say im happy with what i was wearing.Not what i planned to wear.
But at least it didnt cost me a bomb.
All the girls were simply beautiful that night.
The dress,make-up and esp the hair!

Okay lets calculate how much i spend

Tube dress(my sis sis skirt) = 0 bucks
cardigan = 16 bucks
stockings= 9 bucks
hairband = 15 bucks
A STUPID IMPULSE BUY
shoes and earings = Raya stuffs
necklace = a gift from Qsah

Total= 40 bucks
Hooray to me for spending below 50 bucks

After prom party was spend at Sha house
Ira was there too
Sleepover was love
Had one of those girls talk till 4 in the morning
What was shared shall stay within the 4 walls hokay

The BELOS

The caption says it all!

SEVENERS LOVE

okay except for syaz.My csp mate
.

FOURERS

GUIDESMATES

TABLE 5
Oh yesh congrats to Ira for getting second place
And getting 80 bucks voucher from takashimaya
You lucky girl

Oh the most important thing

My pretty nails
All thanks to my lil sis

"I think it was the first time in my life I ever felt like I looked "good". Do you know what I mean? That nice feeling when you look in the mirror, and your hair's right for the first time in your life? I don't think we should base so much on weight, muscles, and a good hair day, but when it happens, it's nice. It really is."

stubborn_stain @ 2007-11-12T14:05:00

2007-11-12T06:22:28Z

I wouldnt say that O'level are over
There is still the much awaited results.
And I know waiting for the result is a much worst feeling than doing the papers itself

The era of procrastination, of half-measures, of soothing and baffling expedients, of delays,
is coming to its close.
In its place we are entering a period of consequences.

I have to say.Maybe I was a bit too complacent.Thinking that the papers are going to be easy.
The papers werent as easy as I expected them to be
And I know my results wont be as great I would love them to be

But hey
At least I did put a fair share of effort in it
If the results are not up to what I expected of myself or what others expected of me
(The later part is much harder to accomplish)

I just have one thing to say

Maybe god have other big dreams for me
Maybe o's is just not one of them

Maybe

I may not have gone where I intended to go,
but I think I have ended up where I needed to be.

i guess in the end, things seldom work out the way you expect.
sometimes, fate is on your side. Other times, well,
you've kind of sealed your own fate.
Either way you have to trust that whatever's supposed to happen,
will happen.

Maybe
all one can do is hope to end up with the right regrets.

Now that the papers are over
I can finally say my piece of Von Boyage
Farewell to a school that I've learn to love
Farewell to the people that I've learnt so much from

Don't be dismayed at goodbyes.
A farewell is necessary before you can meet again.
And meeting again, after moments or lifetimes
is certain for those who are friends.

And Im sure we'll meet again
esp so if we are still living in this small singapore

Even if we end up in a diff school after this
and Im sure many of us are going to
I would like us to say a simple hello when we crossed each other
or just a simple smile
to aknowledge that we were once close and we once had a wonderful time in TKGS

But it will be even better if we stll continue with our TKGian way of saying hello
(read shouting and hugging like we have never met for years.hah)

Some people come into our lives and quickly go.
Some stay for a while and leave footprints on our hearts.
And we are never, ever the same.

Who can say if I’ve been changed for the better?
But because I knew you, I have been changed for good.

Now a chapter of my life is coming to closure...Another is starting.
I wish u guys all the happily ever after in every chapter of ur life

Lots of love
Liyana
Your "gorgeous" friend
(remember me always)

We all have our time machines. Some take us back; they're called memories.
Others take us forward; they're called dreams.

stubborn_stain @ 2007-10-18T16:04:00

2007-10-18T08:52:24Z

Ive been missing for a long time now.That is so not me.I usually update once a week but I just cant find the time.So now after screwing up my Practical I just have to.This post going to be about Hari Raya.Dont really have the mood to celebrate it like usual.Must be the O's.Get to celebrate it only for 2 days.So you can guesse the collection money quite disappointing :( I hope all this sacrifices are all worth it!

The rest of the post is going to be pictures.Im very the lazy to type.Oh I will still say my piece about graduation day.Maybe the next post.Seriously its one of those days that I can never forget :)

The family Goes Black and white

The girls

Tha boys

Cucu-cucu A.Rahman

DARA

BUJANG

KIDS :)

My tok idea of an artistic shot

I LOVE MY GRANDMA

WITH CIK MELOR FAMILY

WITH MAK LONG FAMILY

Finally a pic with my shoes.I love it lar :)wedges and peeptoe.What Ive always wanted to have.

stubborn_stain @ 2007-09-18T16:10:00

2007-09-18T08:45:30Z

uFasting month have just started and Miss red have to stop for a visit.Damn and she brings with her NASTY Miss cramps too.So not invited.Thats why I couldnt go to school today.

Come the fasting month also comes the gaherings .Had my first gathering at my aunt house.The father side.Enjoy myself much.How not to.When the family makes me laugh until I pee in my pants.I swear they're the funniest bunch.All the jokes and teasings can never stop.Went home at midnight.And the next day was school.Something I just dread oh so much this wk. Cause its the result wk.

Another day out.Finally landed my foot at Bazaar Geylang.Had alot of fun with the belos.I was bloated at the end of the day.Kathirah,CharKuay sotong,mutton chop,dendeng,the ice-cream from TKC and candy floss.Naq buying clothes for raya=very kecohrable.

Seveners outing was love lar sey :)Too bad some of them couldnt make it.For those who did.Thanks much.Lepaking session at Sing post was fun.Buke session was pot luck style.Praying at masjid convert was funny and embarassing.All thanks to qsha.

Qsha: Wait.Whats the starting?
Me:Magribi
Qsha:Then?
Me:Arbaah'(confident lar sey....the makcik beside qsha was looking at me)
Qsha:Thats asar lar bodoh
Me:Huh?Shhh lar.Go pray(malu already)

Btw Geylang was the same as every other year.The lightings.The bazaaar.The people.But ramadan without stepping foot at geylang is just not right.It brings out the festive feeling.And at Geylang of course all the teasings from the pak cik and abang-abang kedai and just freaking passer by was surprsingly fun.I would be irrtated if its not Geylang.But because its geylang I guesse that what makes Geylang,Geylang.I love it how when one person shouts there everyone will follow too.And me being a sucker for cheap thrill of course join in the fun lar.One more thing bout geylang is that you never fail to see someone u know there.But I dont like when i meet someone i know.Cause it'll be all akward.My social skills very the bad.

Too bad there wasn't time for us to play with bunga api on both occasion.I really wanted to play.No.Not because I wanna act cute eh.Cause i already am.No need to act lar sey.hahas.I just wanna play for no apparent reasons.

Yesterday was another iftar session at my aunt house.This time round was my mother side.Help them make kuih tart,gajus and my all time favourite honey conflakes.The lil cousins as usual very the cute and sungguhthebijak.com
Love the family much.

Pictures up soon loves:)

sorry the day of this post is all jumble up.

Sometimes, even when you're having the time of your life you can't help but to stop and think about just how much you miss the good old days.

stubborn_stain @ 2007-09-17T17:45:00

2007-09-17T10:24:21Z

HAVE SOME RESPECT FOR RAMADAN

God damn it.It just irritates me to the MAX when I see my fellow muslims just have no freaking respect for ramadan.For instance today I saw a group of freaking ITE mats puffing their way through while seating at the bus stop like theres nothing freaking wrong with that.Then I saw a 2 freaking P6 mats drinking can drinks while playing the bicycle.Oh wait it get worst.Then theres a grp of freaking Pakciks Tue drinking at the coffee shop and can freaking smile at me somemore.

OMG.
I just wanna shout at all of them.To the freaking mats.Where is your freaking guilty conscious.How the hell can you go celebrate Hari Raya when you didnt fast.And oh I bet you celebrate Hari even worst than those who did fast.You ppl will celebrate it for the whole one month and well because Hari Raya is only once a yr rite..WAH talk so much but you cant even freaking fast for one month.How can you accept all the money during Raya.Seriously where the hell is self respect?Dont you feel ashame at all?I think you freaking ought to feel ashame of yourself for being born in the first place.You should feel ashame to all the little boys who tried their best to fast.Even though they're 10 yrs younger than you ppl.I bet they 10 times more mature than you MATS.

And you OLD PAKCIKS.Can you pls wake up already.Look in the mirror than maybe you will realise that you are all wrinklish and go freaking cut your hair.Jangan nak step MAT rocker sesat! The "kubur da kate mari and the rumah dah kate pergi" When are you going to bertaubat.Insaf lar org-org tue.Later you wanna die very hard tau.Ye lah too much sins.Its just soo disgusting.You ppl are suppose to be role model to your sons already.Stop wasting your time already.Cause I bet you dont have much left aniway.I suggest you start praying ar.

ARGH.
Seriously it just irks me.It makes me angry.It makes me sad.
How are the other races suppose to respect Islam when they look around and see so called muslims like you around.Im not saying that Im such a good muslim here.I've done my share of not being a good muslim but I dont go around and be proud of what I did or didnt do.Sometimes even the other races have more respect for ramadan than you ppl.They would even feel bad eating in front of us.But you can act as if its just some other day.

SERIOUSLY WHERES YOUR SHAME?
WHERES YOUR SELF-RESPECT?
WHERES YOUR RESPECT FOR RAMADAN?

WAKE UP ALREADY
QIAMAT DA NAK DEKAT OI!

stubborn_stain @ 2007-09-16T00:46:00

2007-09-15T16:49:55Z

OMG THIS SONG IS JUST STUCK IN MY HEAD!!
Blame that Qaseh Ramadhan show

stubborn_stain @ 2007-09-13T14:24:00

2007-09-13T06:47:22Z

PRELIMS? I SWEAR IM GOING TO FAIL ALL SUBJECTS.AND ITS FREAKING ME OUT THAT I DONT CARE.
Okay maybe not dont care.I care.But I just feel that I dont care enough about this.

Seriously I should be freaking out pee in my pants already because O LEVEL is in one more month.I have been thinking.I mean I will study.But I seriously I dont see the point of studying until I go bzoinkers.I guesse I made up my mind that I want to study because I want to and not because I have to.Teenage life only comes once in a lifetime.And I dont want to waste it.I just dont want to look back in 10 yrs tme and ask myself why didnt I do this and that.I FINALLY made up my mind that I want to have a HAPPY ENJOYABLE life no matter what the outcomes and no matter what others might think.If things doesnt go as plan theres always an alternative path right.
I just wanna be HAPPY :D

someone once said; it's the good girls who keep diaries. the bad girls never have the time.
me...I just wanna live a life i'm gonna remember. even if i don't write it down.
one tree hill

On a TOTALLY different subject

SELAMAT BERPUASA TO ALL MY MUSLIM FRIENDS :)

stubborn_stain @ 2007-09-03T22:51:00

2007-09-03T15:11:28Z

FINALLY i went out with my favourite girl.Our best hangout place pasir ris beach.Damn i miss talking to her like that.

Eh girl I LOVE YOU much.Whatever it is just make decision that will make YOU happy.Now or in the future.As i said someone bound to get hurt. I just hope its not you aite.AND dont do foolish things.I know i laugh at everything you said but just wanna you to know that i care and its not the kind of laugh like making fun one.Im lame like that.I think everything is funny.So if you got prob just ~~call~~ me.Wait i mean just find me somehow.I'll be there one at the end of the day.Gosh i sound like a wise mature adult.

;

MY FAVOURITE STUPiD FACE FOR NOW

I know you all are getting sick of my face rite
BUT oh wells
WHO CARES!

stubborn_stain @ 2007-09-01T19:58:00

2007-09-01T12:27:32Z

Teachers Day was FUN

School was okay .The concert was so-so .But it was fun when people(around me) start jeering at mee-maggi.At least the food in class make the whole day much better.munch munch munch.I swear I ate like a pig.oh thanks Mrs Chan for the chocalate lollipop.And Mdm hassan for the ondeh-ondeh.Though they can be irritating at times.Im really thankful to have FM like them.Funny and cute :)

Take a trip back to my pri school.Waited and waited for hours just to see Mrs Chua.And once shes out what seems like a gazillion people trying to get her attention.Oh wells she is the BEST teacher EVER.She took a while to remember me.The nice quiet student is always forgotten but oh wells im happy being the nice quiet girl.It was nice having a hug from her.She is tooo cute for her age.

The ex-batchmates and classmates have change A LOT.I cant believe at the amount of weight cha kian hua and wei en lose.I cant even recognise them.Some still look the same but just taller.And some...ehem-ehem...way hotter.It was nice to see them even though I didnt get to talk to them.It was sad though cause the girls in my clique didnt came.Liyana Azman,Syahirah,Iffah,Shermaine and Dinah.Really miss them much.

Didnt join the classmates for luch.Instead went to vivo to meet the belos.Naq wanted to catch the heroes cast while I wanted to see Nicholas Saputra who is just plain HoT!! Too bad didnt get to take a pic with him.Slack at Vivo for a while before our stomach start grumbling.The problem was we didnt have a lot of money.Decided to go to Tanjong Pagar railway station.Damn the journey there was scary.Walk through all the eerie dark alley.And we (me and Naq) wanted to cry when we THOUGHT we were lost.What will we do without Ira.Thanks for saving the day.

After which zah join us at clarke Quay and slack .The day end there with great weather,great scenery and great people :)

outside railway station.too bad we didnt have time to camwhore there

2 bucks nasi lemak and 1 buck bandung save our stomach

Pretty merlio with pretty us :)

The emo kids

stubborn_stain @ 2007-08-24T23:05:00

2007-08-24T15:30:44Z

TODAY IS SOOOO CHOCOLATE!!!!

LIKE WDF
1.Woke up late
2.No dry socks
3.Not enough money to top up ez-link card
4.No time to study Venice
5.SS paper suck
6.Karangan die
7.WALLET LOST
8.Went back by TAXI and its GONE -----waste money ajer
9.IC GONE
10.LIFE OFFICIALLY OVER

GAH.OKAY DIE.

stubborn_stain @ 2007-08-19T13:25:00

2007-08-19T06:33:51Z

Cross country was GEREK!

We all look damn cute and adorable.We just cant stop camwhoring.
The theme was Around the world and we did WORLD CUP.

I love it when we go
Viva la Viva la viva la quotro
and when we chanted OLe3
and when we go chaotic with our whistles

Oh congrats to the runners for getting second place
You guys rawk lar
Actually 4E4 WE RAWK YO

PICTURE TIME

BELOS

REFREE KAYU

AFTER PRACTICE

YEAH RITE

Now off to ~~study~~

stubborn_stain @ 2007-08-17T20:32:00

2007-08-17T13:10:59Z

TOTALLY SCREWED UP MY ENG OLEVEL ORAL
The stupid guy who was testing me was partly to blame
I swear he SUCKS.He was practically half asleep.okay fine I know ure tired.But hey can you pls look at least a bit interested.You bring our self confident down even boefore we could start dumbass! And why are you telling ur students that Tkgs eng standard suck.Gosh u shouldnt be a teacher BODOH!But Im just hoping the woman help me.

Practicing zany parade is damn FUN! I dont care if we dont win cause it was fun just doing it.With my kind of classmates how not to have fun.XX made me laugh till i cry hokay.I just cant stop laughing.Was glad to see the class doing this together. I just hope we keep the enthusiasm for tmr too.
VIVA LA QUATRO!!

Now lets move to a more personal topic.
Let me just say this for once.I DUNNO WHAT HAPPENED TO MY LEG!!So stop ASKING! I know its disgusting.But i dont ask god to give me this rashes and make my life HELL.I would LOVE to have your sexy tone legs but i gotta live with this.Im trying to be strong to face ppl with my ugly legs and hands and ears.BUT i know im lucky cause at least i have legs to walk,hands to move and ears to hear.At least Im not disabled.Youppl have no idea how i feel about myself.Have you ppl feel disgusted at yourself.Well i have and i tell you its NOT a great feeling.I know i call myself gorgeous and all but truthfully do you guys really think i feel pretty about myself with this things on me.
So pls just ignore the disgusting rashes.Im just tired of explaining what it is.I know ure just being caring and i appreciate it but i really dont need anymore ppl to assure me that IM DISGUSTINg hokay!

I grumbled because I had no shoes on my feet
until farther down the street I met a man who had no feet.

stubborn_stain @ 2007-08-13T18:50:00

2007-08-13T13:37:41Z

How I spend the national Day holiday?
No.NOT busy studying.
But busy with family events.

On Natianal day i got my lil cute niece frm Brunei cukur rambut.
OMG she so freaking CUTE
and the best part is that she DONT cry like other babies.

ZARA

On Friday was suppsed to have a study session with Naq,dian and Zah.
but we end up waiting at arrival Hall waiting for hot mat sallehs.
I spot 2 freaking cute ones.
Love their hair and their legs and their arms.

On saturday my cuz Kak Nor nikah.
She was also my ustazah for a yr.

The pelamin at home

The hantaran

Cousins

Aunties and Cousins

Bro and Dad

Bollywood
My cousin is soo gorgeous!

The big pelamin

Not only does it looks gd it taste gd too.

The bride waiting

The groom FINALLY arrived

The silat part.Thats my cousin who live in Kuwait to study.how kewl is that.

Before the groom gets to meet the bride...

Now the best part of the wedding
The halangan before the groom meets the bride

First stop:The cousins
Second stop:The aunties and uncles
Third stop:The Madarasah girls.kak Nor friends.
OMG he sang for her lar hokay!
The highlight of the whole wedding i have to say!

My family with the couple.

The cousins

You know what they say.Like father like son.Totally photocopy.

Cute arent they?No not the middle one.

Long picture post.
I just cant choose which one to put.

stubborn_stain @ 2007-07-29T01:55:00

2007-07-28T18:14:19Z

Went for a study session with the 3 budak belos.

After which,we waited for the fireworks.That was the highlight of the whole day.
I LOVE FIREWORKS.and its even funner watvhing them with 3 bdk belos.We were standing at the bridge and suddenly theres a thunder sound.Well its not the thunder of course.Its the fireworks.And becuse we are SELENGE we only manage to see the fireworks that coming out Not until the last 5 seconds did we realise that we can actually see the full view of the fireworks if we had walk a few metres away.But oh wells it was FUN standing in the middle of the road turning round and round trying to spot the fireworks and clap our hands and going YAY when we saw one.I SWEAR people around us was laughing at us.But I think we actually make the place more lively!

We were high even when we enter the MRT.We were talking weirdly and talking about weird stuffs.
In conclusion we actually went sek sok sot dot as quoted frm Zah

Today it make me realise that i have a very UGLY BURUK laugh.How to survive after sec school? I either start clapping when i laugh or my laughter will sound like a horse or like a BAPOK laughing! And i dont even have the habit of covering my mouth when i laugh anymore.I used to be a polite GIRL.Now that Im in a girl school i guesse im not very concious of the way i look so the habit of covering my mouth also gone.

Oh i realise that i can be a very evil mean person if i want to.I was VERY MEAN to my sister this morning.Seriously it seems like i dont have a heart at all.In other words i can be a BITCH.
BUT

There a bitch in every girls
and theres a jerk in every guys

so that just make me normal :)

okay...this post is so long ago but i just realised that i set it to private.selenge ar.

stubborn_stain @ 2007-07-27T19:29:00

2007-07-27T13:08:41Z

This picture I was about to laugh because of that Apek.Disgusting lar.
The face on the makcik with green scarf says it all too.

And Im a HAPPY girl after doing a good deed.

DINNER AT MARK PLACE

Ice-cream by beach while watching the planes coming is just LOVE!

SUPPER AT SRI SUN